thefaithfrequency

  Are you really in your 20s if you haven’t had an identity crisis?   I related to the sentiments in Ecclesiastes before even reading the book. Life is meaningless, and everything is vanity. Why do we even exist and what exactly do we strive for? I was going through a depressive state. Who was I? I barely knew my goals and I really just did not want to continue trying to do anything, to live really.   I carried a very heavy weight, failure, regret and longing. I failed with the opportunities I was given, I regretted not taking chances and I longed for so much better for myself. And despite all this longing, this strong desire, I found myself doing nothing. I didn’t try, and the few times I did try, it wasn’t hard enough. So, what did I do? I just pretended I didn’t care, I masked my fear of failure, the fact that I had already rejected myself, in - you guessed it - being nonchalant. I’d just pretend I’m chill with everything then lie on my bed and lament. Then I rea...

  Recently, I have found myself confused at the fact that God is infinite but whole. Think of a circle, it is a complete shape, no gaps, no breaks just continuous. You cannot tell where it begins or ends, it goes on forever but it is in fact complete. You know when something is whole or complete, it suggests it is done. But that’s the thing God isn’t done, there’s always a new side of Him to discover. There’s loads and loads that He wants to tell us, about Himself, about how He sees us and so much more. I don’t think we can get used to God, because to be quite honest even our prophets in the Bible who had served him from the womb still marvelled at His glory, I mean angels in Heaven spend eternity singing His blessings. Wouldn’t they get tired if it was the same songs over and over again? It isn’t, because God is so full of glory that eternity isn’t enough to appreciate all of it. And that’s just His gloriousness. What about His holiness? His love? His mercy? Grace, generosit...